get even

I did a very bad thing. I just can't help it. Sorry. I just wanna know my part. My right. So I took someone's right to get to my right. It seems fair..The truth that I have the right to know. There's no other way. Now, knowing the truth, I feel so very stupid. How I can easily be someone's prey ? So naive of me. Bad talks about him are everywhere. But me trying to be angel, trusted him with all my heart. He wanna be good. Change for good. He needs my help. I can't simply leave someone when he begged me to guide him to support him. And what did I get for that ? He gave me shit. How could he do this ? How could you ? How could someone be so mean ? Gave me hope and then crashed it. I let you in but you stabbed me. You left me just like that..awak lupa satu perkara hidup macam roda. Jangan berlagak sangat.