back for good

QUOTE FROM THE KITE RUNNER KHALED HOSSEINI
'THERE IS A WAY TO BE GOOD AGAIN'
There're always ways to be good again.Maktub.God creates us with fitrah.The small part inside us that always screaming and echoeing everytime we do something evil, something which is against the fitrah.Our personal calling as God first created us.Once I hate those people who had hurt me.Those people who gave me shit.The people whom l loved and trusted with all my heart but they betrayed me.Those were the moments you felt liked they were unforgiven and you thought you're gonna hate them for the rest of your life. They deserved that for all the sufferings they caused you and secretly you prayed that they would suffer as much as you do.
And then you realized that what you did is wrong. Hates and grudges won't take you anywhere. They only make you weaker and weaker each day. They'll lead you to unhappiness. Life is too short..why choose to be unhappy? So decide :

FORGIVE AND FORGET.IF YOU NO LONGER TRUST THEM DON'T HATE THEM. JUST DON'T GET TOO CLOSE.I START BUILDING BOUNDARIES. A CIRCLE AROUND ME THAT THEY CAN NO LONGER ENTER. BECAUSE I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO BE BETRAYED FOR THE SECOND TIME....